how ungodly difficult is it for someone to fucking *reply* ( good lord, what a CONCEPT) to an email. an email, of course--which was a response to a posting on craigslist--making one aware of openings.
i just ...seriously.
it's not rocket science.
my head will not stop spinning...
and i want something good to happen right the fuck now.
i can not stand this anymore.
I dont wanna keep behaving myself.
by any means....
i guess i will...or i'll try..
I need to be better for people.
im just one big ball of fucked up and shameful..
I might go to the beach with my friend...it'd kil time but i dont really deserve it...